Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Day 12 ~ I believe....

So I'm a little behind in the challenge now, but I was determined to finish, so here goes nothing.
Day 12 ~ I believe.....

That formula feeding does not make you a bad mom.
That disposable diapers also don't make you a bad mom but they are NOT for me. I've touched more poop in the last 4 days of disposable using than I did in the first (almost) 3 months of cloth diapering.
That eventually my child will consistently sleep through the night and in the meantime, I will cherish the nights he already does.
That I will get through this.
That one day I will make it the whole day without crying.
That I will fit into my jeans again....and I don't mean the ones with an elastic waist. (Yes, almost 3 months later I'm still wearing maternity pants)
That marriage is hard......but oh so worth it.
That the power of the blogosphere is amazing. You don't know how much all your thoughts, prayers, concerns and comments have meant to me. Some days it's the only thing that made me smile.
That we will some how find extra money every month to pay for daycare.
That we will find a daycare.
That my son and all future children will know about their Grandma...even if I have to tape her picture to their forehead and tell them stories until their ears fall off.....they will know how much she loved them.
That KState will go to a bowl game this year.
That Starbucks puts crack in their coffee. How else do they get so many people (myself included) to pay $5 for some roasted beans.
That the juice is worth the squeeze.

17 comments:

SG to SP said...

What a great post! Hang in there sweetie.

Jeremy, Censie & Jude said...

I love this post. This post makes me smile and I am sure your mom is smiling too. You will get through this. It will get better. Remember to smile daily. It heals the heart.
Much love!
~Censie

KLaw said...

This is a great post. I am thinking about you all the time. Big hugs.

Gwen said...

You are 100% right. Your future children will know their Grandma!!! She lives on through you. Ellie was the only one to meet my Mom before she passed but the other girls all know who Grandma Kay is.

You will get through this and will be stronger on the other side. And blog love is a strong force that most people don't know. Aren't we the lucky ones to have that connection with people from around the country & world!!!

Love you tons!!! See you tonight. :)

Patience said...

I hope things get better for you.

Lindsey said...

This was an awesome post. Big hug to you friend!!

Jen said...

AMEN! These are some good beliefs.

That's What She Said... (No, Really!) said...

You brought some tears to my eyes this afternoon, missy! I'm so proud of you and your strength through this. You are an incredible woman. :)

Kristen said...

once again, a lovely post. Hang in there my friend... love on that baby and good luck with a daycare!

Christina said...

Just responding to a comment you left on my blog. Keurig does have apple cider now. Last I checked they were sold out though.

Domestic Goddess said...

you have such an incredible spirit! can't wait to see you tonight and give you a hug!!! :)

Mama Dew said...

Formula feeding is the bomb.com! <3 it! and I am totally rocking the maternity jeans still too. If I'm not in them I'm in sweats, which is worse? the moms that are in their pre preg jeans 2 weeks later kill me, hate them!

Lucky in Love said...

I believe....I heart you :)

d.a.r. said...

You are an amazing woman. I really admire your spirit!

Crazy Shenanigans-JMO said...

Honestly, you amaze me with how strong you are!

Moe said...

You're amazing. Really you are. :)

And that's all I have to say today.

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