Today someone else gets to spend the day with Jamie.
Someone else gets to snuggle him and dry his tears.
Today someone else gets to see his smiles
and hear his laughs.
Today someone else gets to smell his sweet baby smell.
Today is the day I've been dreading for 6 weeks.
The day I have to go back to work.
The day I have to leave my son at home.
I cried the entire drive...then dried my tears in the parking lot so I could put on my brave face.
They all tell me it will get easier.
I hope they're right.
Cause today was maybe the hardest day of my life.