Thursday, September 19, 2013

6 weeks, 6 days

For 6 weeks and 6 days I got to call you mine.
I made plans for you.
Wondered if you'd be a boy or a girl.
Imagined you with curly hair like your mama and blue eyes like your daddy.
I Pictured us as a family of four.
For 6 weeks and 6 days you made Jamie a big brother.
Every night he'd ask to read his new special book.
He'd carry your picture around, so proud of his little peanut.
He was convinced he was having a baby sister.
For six weeks and 6 days we celebrated you.
Shared the news.
Prayed for you.
Everyone was so excited.
You were so loved, even from the very start.
From the moment I saw those two little lines you were our baby.
Then as quickly as you came into our lives, you were gone.
Just like that as if you never existed at all.
I may never get to hold you in my arms, but you'll forever be in my heart.
You will forever be a part of our story.
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22 comments:

♥ Marcy ♥ said...

Oh my heart absolutely breaks for you. Hang in there Mama. I can't say I know what your going through but your in my heart and in my prayers.

Hillary said...

I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I'll keep your family in my prayers.

KatiePerk said...

Thinking of you.

Katie said...

I am so, so sorry. It seems we have had similar experiences, and it is truly, truly heartbreaking. The questions, and the unknown of why, and the numerous, numerous tears. I wear an angel on my bracelet everyday to remember my baby that most will never even know about. I can say though, that while it was absolutely devestating, I found comfort in friends and family and that this is much more common than I ever knew - and connected with people over this that I never knew had suffered. And when I was ready again, we again were graced with another miracle, and she is strong and perfect and due in 4 short months. Saying prayers for you and your family, but especially for you as no one else seems to feel the same amount of devestation.

Shannon said...

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry to read this. I know how excited you were. Sending you lots of hugs. This is just heartbreaking.

Crazy Shenanigans-JMO said...

I'm so sorry. Sending you good thoughts.

Becky said...

I am so sorry!!! Praying for you and your family. HUGS!!!

Erika said...

I am so sorry for your loss. :( Prayers for comfort for you and your family.

Jo-Anne said...

I am so so sorry. I've been there too and my heart broke again for you. Sending prayers and hugs your way!

Katie @ Loves of Life said...

OH god, Emily. My heart just reaches out to yours because I get it. It sucks and it's painful. Sending hugs from PA to you. xo

Patience said...

I am so sorry. This is heartbreaking. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Nada Nada Limonada said...


I am so, so sorry. ((Hugs)) I'm thinking of you and praying for you. I lost a baby earlier this year around 6 weeks so I know what you're going through. It was really hard.

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Vanessa Miller said...

I am so sorry to see this. I'm sending all of my love to you.

Ashley said...

My heart is broken for you, I'm so sorry.

Jennifer said...

I'm so sorry. I've been there. Email me If you need anything.

jennifer said...

So sad to hear this... Don't really know the right words to say so I'm sending hugs and prayers.

Marjorie said...

I'm so very sorry! Sending all my love and prayers to you and your boys!

Molly B said...

I am so sorry to hear this news. Thinking of you!!

Betsy said...

So sorry to hear this news. You and your family are in my thoughts!

Jess @ Wrangling Chaos said...

I am so sorry. I've been there and it hurts deep. Keeping your momma heart in my prayers.

Brittany said...

My heart aches for you. Sending up prayers for you and your family.

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